Punk i'll kick your ass!!! - Fighting, what's your take?

[Lord Magus]

but now im a lover not a fighter

SHENANIGANS!! you are NOT!!! Just look at your screenname!!

Oh.. as far as me... I'm the guy everyone beatup to feel better about themselves.
Of course.. I'm the same way physically as I am socially.. as Seph put it.. i take a LOT of shit.. but when pushed over the edge I loose it. LITERALLY.
I mean... I'm not kidding... I have a low pain tolerance, am AFRAID of pain, have no upper body strength..
But I've also got a really WIERD mix of heritage.. that tends to boil to the surface when people just don't back off.... I go berserk. I don't mean I get all hyper and aggressive, I mean the ORIGINAL definition of berserk, loss of survival-instinct, bloodlust, rage, non-recognition of pain.. the whole Norse viking thing... I have little recolletion of what spawns an episode or the specifics of the ensuing fight.. but I often "come to my senses"(even though I was aware the whole time, just not cognizant, so to speak) being pulled off of someone with a blue face who I had been attempting to choke.
Of course.. this was in highschool.. the few times I've lost it since then all involved a friend who wrestled in school, and he was able to put me in holds and keep me from hurting anyone till i calmed down.
I'll usually follow such an episode by crawling off to a corner and crying (yeah, i know, "what a pussy"), because I'm ashamed that I can so utterly loose control of myself.

Oh, yeah.. I don't like fighting... I think sometimes it's necessary.. though i myself would never attempt to start a fight.

(god.. I wonder how much shit I'm going to get for revealing this aspect of my life and personality..)