TO tries to kill himself

[GonzoStyle]

he was throwing a pity party for himself. Boo hoo, a young, good looking, physical specimen, millionare, world famous athlete and among the best in his sport.... OH WHY HAVE YOU FORESAKEN HIM, LORD... WHY!!!

This way now he can go past all of his fuck ups and have people coddle him cause he's "suicidal". This is all a ploy to get Parcells to say he was sorry for ever doubting TO's greatness and apologizing for his remarks, cause he is so fragile.