You're my Obsession.....

[Lord Magus]

Oh jeez.. is this the "bare your heart to us so we can stomp it in the dirt" thread?

Oh well..

I have 2 big ones..

The first is also the first girl I ever truly exposed my feelings to.
She was a year behind me in college, my sophomore year we really hit it off, hung out all the time, and became good friends.
I definitely had a crush on this girl, but I'm a shy guy, so I couldn't express it.. instead.. I went with her everywhere.. if she was going to a party, I went with her, movies, etc..
But it wasn't stalking, she brought me along. I'ld keep an eye on her at the parties.. hell, a couple of times she got so drunk I actually CARRIED her 2 blocks back to her dorm. No, nothing happened. Yes, I know, I'm sad and lame.
My Junior year she never seemed to talk to me, and I started to worry she didn't like me any more. So I'ld do my best to be around for the odd coversation, join activities she was involved in, etc..
Finally, beginning of Senior year, I got so fed up I wrote a cheesy anonomous poem and left it in her mailbox.
Apparrently I wasn't as good agt keeping my feelings hidden, cause she knew who sent the peom and sat me down, gave me the "friends" speech, called me a big teddy bear, and that was that. Still.. it was nice to get it out there none the less.

The other looks SO much like a girl who posts on OA.com that when some friends of mine saw the girl from OA.com on WNEW.com WOWing a roadshow, they all called me up to laugh, thinking it was the other girl.

I didn't sit on my feelings and told her right away, then went straight to the stalking, so to speak. I'ld go to the local club (Moron and Maynard know the one lol) JUST because I knew she'ld be there (i HATE clubs), I'ld drive by her house if I was in the area, etc.

Ok.. let's see how bad this gets...