I just wanted to say something.

[GonzoStyle]

My goodbye thread which I am posting one OA.com second.

I was supposed to be one of the last to leave but I’m saddened to say that the day is today. After being deleted, demoded several times, losing all my posts one would say enough is enough. But no, I stuck around cause I felt sincerely things were going to change. I kept my calm and didn’t attack anyone, I actually took what happened and let it go and defended this site and it’s owner even. Cause changes were coming, I helped dissolve the angst on the board and bring a calm back or somewhat of a calm. But if you sit here today thinking I did all of that for the addition of a few smiley’s and re-naming the fight club forum you are dead wrong.

I’ve stood by, defended and did everything I could for this site. Because it gave me so much I felt I almost had to give back, because I wanted to. Because it was our site, before all this it was our site, our plugs, and our members. Then it slowly became “froy’s site” and it is at that. But I always supported the ‘official parties’ because it was helping our site and it solidified the fact that it was ours. Because the moment regulars like you and I contributed monies to keep this site up it truly did become our site. I was never against that, I did all I could to keep this site trucking and contributing it my little way. Providing for the very first official party, contributing money for the server and trying to keep it all entertaining.

In the end what did I get? I get accused of treason, lol Internet treason pretty funny when you think of it now. I was accused of leaking information from BTS, I guess now I actually am leaking information, lol. This is why Froy has demoded me as of yesterday, the proof was an accusation from a former banned member and alleged things that were never proved to myself at least. When I did defend myself and try to disprove things in BTS I was met with no replies about the actual charge and accusation I was left replying to myself. Then the decision was made without me being there to defend myself, without even waiting to tell me which was always the common courtesy to mods. Thanks froy my ‘little brother’ for not even having the decency of e-mailing me yourself or calling me to tell me at least. Also whatever you’ve accused me of, trust me I have proof that you did the same but I’m going to let sleeping dogs lie for now.

I felt I had to say all this so people for once finally knew the fuckin truth and the reasoning and I felt that after all I have taken and then given back here. After I was treated like a fuckin dirtball, and yes I will be the first to admit I have alienated and made tons of enemies. But I have usually respected even the people I hated most. I supported the changed I even was willing to give everything a fresh start, put all my beefs in the past even with NJStrawberry, I was not looking to talk to her or any others whom I’ve had problems with but felt we would all start of anew and make this work this time. I hope now that maybe these changes will come; maybe it’s for the best that I am gone.

But no matter what bad or good I have done, I have always tried and in most cases successfully put the site before myself and always did love this place. I will admit in the last few months I have mostly stayed for my love of the people here. But watching one by one while the board is “prospering” that great posters like myself are being chased away. Posters like Dan, Just Jon, Pantera, KidAfrika, Spitfire, OAS, Sean, Seph, Maynard, Adolescent Masturbator, Sloatsburg, Ikeaboy and the list can go on and on. How is I can understand one or two or even 4 but how can so many be wrong and one person be right?

So to make a long story short, my time here almost 20 months has come to an end. I never will hit those 10,000 posts I wanted, lol. I will ask for one last favor hopefully a mod will grant me and that is to change this user name from ‘thusthen’ to ‘GonzoStyle’. That is who I always was here and who I will always be. So remember that this is your board, without you this is nothing and that I always loved most of you.

Since the party is over I’ll give a few thanks and please if I forget you it is cause this is off the top of my head and I am a bit emotional. First the mods, my brothers and sister. First and foremost are Lord Magus and Buttmunch I love you fuckin guys more than you’ll know. VG I love you momma, moron my apple boy, most importantly Flock who has always been my bro and thanks for what you did. Fez I don’t know where the fuck you are but you’re pretty cool even if you are a mod. Faceman & FTL we’ve had our ups and downs.

Of the members the most important one and one of the last of the original members here is WnewsGirl, my angel Amy I love you. Kingpin, Galt/OAWITE, Tequila, Ikea, Noellevious, Corpse, NJDude, Raven, Kim, Pat Cooper, CRX, Rape, Eric, Fbling, Sleeper, CBH, Rookie, Painter, RedDog, Dan, DGW, Mrs. Moosen, Brain, Grk, Suzie, Barch97, Laz, Windowlck, Cunt-Twat, HornyGoatweed, Austin, JBN, ClusterF*%^, Don on the phone,

Of the so-called newer members I really want to thank 4 people above all others right now. Jack Meehoff, I really thought you hated me bro, lol. Kenspen, DiceIsGod, & IrishAlkey beyond the ball breaking and spanking Alkey you were there for me bro. Thanks a lot you guys I’ll gladly hang with youse any day.

Thanks for the fun and the memories guys and my aim name is still going to be Oapoll and my e-mail will be [email protected] not too hard to remember. Next time I see most of you will be a Cold Day In hell, that’s CDIH.net.