04-15-2002, 10:03 PM
I see more of my step-father in me then I do my real dad. I have fought kicking and screaming my whole life not to be like my father the drug addict, alki, wife beater, controling, cock sucking mother fucker that he is.At the same time I also fight with my self not to turn into my step father either. Vietnam vet, retired Jersey City cop, who loved to come home after a night on the job, and beat the piss out of me, while my mom stood by and watched. Actully I fucking hate them both, and will dance the Irish jig the day the fuckers die. I have my mothers temper wich is not a good a thing, I have my fathers distrust of people and addictive personality, wich I hate, and I have my step fathers, closed minded attitude. I guess all in all, I am like them all in away, but for the love of god, if I ever become more like them, I will fuckin kill myself .