[Tenbatsuzen]

Look, I'm not your friend. I don't pretend to be. I finally came out a while ago and admitted the only reason I made a big visible prescence on RF.net was to get laid and advance my career. Granted, I did meet some cool people on there, but I found, more often than not, that I couldn't stand most of them.

Most of you people see what I want you to see. You see a side of me that I expect you to be repellant. You see me as a complete psycho, an arrogant bastard, someone who is just out for himself.

You might be right... but then, I never claimed to be a prince.

I could disappear tomorrow, you wouldn't see my screen name ever again, and I'll still have to deal with you dramatic fucks every fucking day. That is the depressing catch-22 I have to deal with. So I take it in stride and prefer to have my own fun with it, rather than let certain pieces of trash "win".

As for not respecting my relationship, Silera, I want you to fucking link me to every single time on any of these message boards that I've gone in-depth about this. I'm begging you. You're not gonna find it.

Every time I've talked about my relationship with Liz, it was people with I think - or thought - I trusted. So if there is a leak... it's not my fault for thinking someone is a friend.