12-29-2003, 03:07 PM
The year is winding down this week...an up and down year for me...but overall, even with those up and downs, it has been a very good year...and a reminder that one must go through ups and downs and risk that discomfort to get what you want, or at least move in that directions. I have learned this year..that living...true living, <i>not life in a cardboard box insulated from the world, the hurts and others</i>, requires risk...it requires one to put themself forward to come what may. And if you get hit or dinked up, you have to plug onward. Ask anyone who ever achieved anything...and they won't tell you they got it from sitting on their ass. The played the game...they fought, got hurt, got pissed, kept going, fought back, etc. Thats my lesson learned this year...though i haven't gotten ultimately to where i want to go, i am closer and better off than i was at the start of the year.
anyway...just wanted to share what i learned this year. <! i also learned this year some former board memebers are some shady, backstabbing, scummy motherfuckers....but...then again, should anyone be surprised??? >
anyway...just wanted to share what i learned this year. <! i also learned this year some former board memebers are some shady, backstabbing, scummy motherfuckers....but...then again, should anyone be surprised??? >