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Have you ever loved someone and felt you would never love anyone like that again?

I was with someone for 4 years, we broke up a few months before I joined OA.com in the summer of 2000.

I loved her like crazy, I can't even begin to express it. She fit me like a glove, personality wise she was like a female version of me. She was sarcastic, mean as fuck, funny as Hell and just crazy. Plus she was beautiful, I am not saying that cause she was my g/f, she was actually drop dead beautiful. I was nowhere near what I am now, I was actually the picture of health when we first got together, I was on the baseball team and she was a cheerleader, it was very "typical HS love" type thing. Except I wasn't a big jock nor was she the head cheerleader. I injured my back and went through some serious depression due to a loss in my family and got to where I am now. But that is another story.

Lately I been thinking, how bad I fucked up losing her. Not a day goes by I don't think of her, either I am reminded by something or whatever. I also have a deep rooted fear I will never find her again. Not literally her cause she is married and has kids now.

I fear I will never love anyone as much as her again. I fucked up, it was all my fault, or atleast mostly, maybe she coulda been a bit more understanding. She felt I wasn't paying her enough attention and I was trying to get my business started.

I dunno why I posted this, I just felt like it...

I hate my ex-cunt, she stomped me hard, years ago.

Damn her nice titties!

mokey:

Somehow I can never picture freddy with a real woman.

No .. she was very real. However, that was years ago, when I was normal and could work among the public, legally.


mokey:

Ahhh...young love...to be young again.

Luna, when did you turn old?

I've always been old. ;-)
Going on 37. :-o

i <3 freddy



Edited By WhackBagKid on 1036721250

Ah yes 37 :loveya: The good old days. :crackhead:



Edited By OAS on 1036721360

:lol:

ah....how old is OAS

Last time oas was 37 hooch was still illegal.

:rofl:

out of all the girls i've dated.. i've only been in love once. i haven't found someone like that since. That was the one that got away, and no one else has ever compared... as much as i want to find one better.

Once you've driven a Ferrari, aint no way in Hell you're gonna be happy with a pinto.

Quote:Last time oas was 37 hooch was still illegal.

That might be true, but you should have seen me in a zoot suit. I was fucking chilsed. :thumbs-up:

Quote:That might be true, but you should have seen me in a zoot suit. I was fucking chilsed.

I bet you could cut a rug and do a mean charleston, swing baby, swing!!

That Glenn Miller had some rockin tunes.

Pardon me boys, is that the Chatanooga choo choo? Yea, yea

And those can can girls. Oh the hot little asses on them. Sweet!

oh. my. god. you're so fucking old.

i've fallen in love.
i've fucked up that love.
i've lost that love.

the end.