01-01-2003, 12:42 AM
I care thats the problem, I am an emotional bastard and I take shit to seriously. I can't honestly explain what goes into running a message board, many of you may understand many may think it takes nothing. But emotionally it takes a huge toll on you at times. I am not looking for thanks or pats on the back, I don't do this for any other reason than caring and liking many of you and not wanting to lose touch with you.
I lost it in a thread last night, it was aimed at the wrong person. I called alkey and apologized to him, it wasnt meant for him. It was meant for other people who pal around with me in person and then trash me and the way I run things behind my back, it upset me a lot to learn that recently. After 2 years I shoulda been used to it by now but you never grow used to learning those you thought were friends are really not.
The sites policies get confused by people at times, everyone wants to be territorial "I been here the longest, i was here before you were here". Everyone thinks they know the ideals of the site when they have no clue.
The site was simply built to give a home to people who wanted a bit of freedom, freedom from people who wanted to make money of a site. Freedom to post without mods breathing down their necks. Yes there are basically no rules on this site BUT one rule that was always on this site from day one was that there is to be no nudity in the pit, dont act like it is new. People post from work there is a special forum where you can post whatever the Hell you want.
The quote button hopefully was put back by now, that was one thing that I enforced that goes back to before sean left. Whatever it's done with and I apologize for my outburst.
I'm just gonna step away, I don't wanna bring down the site emotionally with me. I want everyone here to know that the mods, jack, myself we all want the best for you. Sometimes we get upset cause we get no feedback or sense of support. Like with the front page, the suggestion button, even the small little thing like the award thing. We do these things to get people to participate we don't do it for any other reason and when there is no participation it makes us worry cause maybe you don't care anymore.
I'm being long winded and maybe not making sense, i'm pretty sick and emotionally wound up. I just wanted to apologize, tell you I love you guys and i'll just take some time off to get back in check.
Happy new year and remember it's not just a message board, a lot of us are close. Cherish the time we have together cause one day when its gone you will all miss it. Then you'll realize it was never just a message board.
Have fun tonight, hope you're all out somewhere having fun.
I lost it in a thread last night, it was aimed at the wrong person. I called alkey and apologized to him, it wasnt meant for him. It was meant for other people who pal around with me in person and then trash me and the way I run things behind my back, it upset me a lot to learn that recently. After 2 years I shoulda been used to it by now but you never grow used to learning those you thought were friends are really not.
The sites policies get confused by people at times, everyone wants to be territorial "I been here the longest, i was here before you were here". Everyone thinks they know the ideals of the site when they have no clue.
The site was simply built to give a home to people who wanted a bit of freedom, freedom from people who wanted to make money of a site. Freedom to post without mods breathing down their necks. Yes there are basically no rules on this site BUT one rule that was always on this site from day one was that there is to be no nudity in the pit, dont act like it is new. People post from work there is a special forum where you can post whatever the Hell you want.
The quote button hopefully was put back by now, that was one thing that I enforced that goes back to before sean left. Whatever it's done with and I apologize for my outburst.
I'm just gonna step away, I don't wanna bring down the site emotionally with me. I want everyone here to know that the mods, jack, myself we all want the best for you. Sometimes we get upset cause we get no feedback or sense of support. Like with the front page, the suggestion button, even the small little thing like the award thing. We do these things to get people to participate we don't do it for any other reason and when there is no participation it makes us worry cause maybe you don't care anymore.
I'm being long winded and maybe not making sense, i'm pretty sick and emotionally wound up. I just wanted to apologize, tell you I love you guys and i'll just take some time off to get back in check.
Happy new year and remember it's not just a message board, a lot of us are close. Cherish the time we have together cause one day when its gone you will all miss it. Then you'll realize it was never just a message board.
Have fun tonight, hope you're all out somewhere having fun.
...... it's been a strange year.... thank you to Gonzo for keeping this site going....