02-11-2004, 02:35 AM
diceisgod Wrote:What a drug does to you depends on your state of mind and how you grew up. Not to say that drugs can't kill you by some freakish side effect due to some flaws in your body's chemistry. Anytime you put ANYTHING into your body you are taking a risk. If someone imprinted on your brain that coke, for example, is altogether evil and bad for you or if that is what your own personal experience has been on or around it then fine. That's a healthy fear. People with such militant views should stay away. They are the type that will probably kill themselves abusing it. But drugs can be taken for pleasure and not just strictly self abuse, self destruction, or self loathing. Just like weed, alcohol and nicotine, hard drugs can make you do things you might not want to do and end up regretting. These are the risks. They are the same regardless of your poison of choice or self-serving morality. I have been having a butt load of personal issues to deal with lately, so i don't mess around with anything. Haven't for a good long while. I'm not saying drugs were the cause of my problems. But they certainly didn't help I know that. I have been around drugs my whole life. I have no fear of them, because I respect and understand their power. If I went out and bought coke right now, i'd wake up tomorrow just as sharp witted as I have been my whole life. Bottomline is your militant views about drugs do not showcase your wisdom, but expose your fear and ignorance.i've actaully never really cared what people do. i personally chose to stay away because i have been around drugs my whole life & i've seen all the different things that drugs have done to my family. I'm the youngest by 12 years. So as i grew up i saw a lot of fucked up shit from all of my older brothers & cousins. It showed me how not to act. I could have been just like everyone, & continued down the same fucked up road. but instead i chose to stay away from everything. that is why i never even touch alcohol. i've never tried anything. it was kinda like a fear of not wanting to like how these things made me feel. i do not know if i would have enjoyed it. i do not know if i would have just done things recreationally, or if i would have developed a problem. i never really cared to find out. i think my head is messed up enough. i do a lot of stupid & embarrassing shit on my own. i don't think i need anything to accentuate it.