CDIH

If I had a clue who any of these people were, mocking thier pathetic ramblings would really make this the greatest thread ever.

<ul>
Amy
Hawt Baux
Katalyna
Tensbat
FTL
Shelle</ul>

did horse face find god or something

who trish?

ZING!

Mad Wrote:<ul>
Amy
Hawt Baux
Katalyna
Tensbat
FTL
Shelle</ul>

wrong thread

this should be easy...

"so yeah it's been awhile.i'm sure no one missed me..

i hate a nervous breakdown yesterday. it's not quite over with but it was freaky. this has only happened to me this bad once before and i did some stupid stuff that only very very few people know about ( jeanine*dawl* who was there for me through it and maybe one other person in real life) anyway i couldn't stop crying the whole day..like during my classes i'd just start sobbing and i'd leave the room. when i got home it was even worse i just was hyterically crying for hours and i had of course the nose running and coughing cause i couldn't breath and man i kept trying to stop. i had the runs too which is pretty gross in itself so i kept having to go to the bathroom. i kept getting up and screaming i hate you i hate you and hitting shit with my pillows and throwing them around..i even hit the wall a few times with my hand. i don't know who i was hating but i was hating badly. i puked really bad, especially since i didn't have anything in my system. i don't know i guess the paxil just isn't cutting it anymore. i of course ran away from it, i wouldn't face it cause i was afraid i might do something stupid so i went home. i went to shane's and i pretty much slept from 7-10 this morning. i just couldn't stay here i was going crazy..soooooo

i didn't go to my classes today because i feel pretty sick. i can't make rent this month because i lost my job and i haven't found a new one yet...so i think i have to find a new place that's cheaper but even then i still need a job first. i told andrew to take the security deposit as my rent because i didn't have any money. so basically i'm screwed now. i have to find a place to live by oct 1 and i can't really go home because i'm going to school up here and i can't drive that far everyday because of how fucked up my car is...

this is the part that fucked me up int he head the most...i actually considered yesterday to checking myself into some psycho ward. i thought for a few hours that if i didn't get help i was going to do something bad. not kill myself. i didnt' really think about doing that.just hurting myself or just going insane. it was the weirdest feeling. it reminded my of taking DXM. i was like completely disassosiated with reality.i still kind of feel like that.

so basically life's been wacked out. i have lots of pics to put up on my website i just can't seem to be motivated to do it. i start to work on my site then i get distracted like i fall aslleep or i just freak out with a massive headache

i don't know how i got myself into this. i layed on my bed (the sofa bed) for 30 minutes yesterday yelling i'm finished im done...over and over.

what am i finished????????////// "

Black Lazerus Wrote:who trish?

ooh that hurt


i was gonna say clare but then it seemed this person hasn't been to a psycho ward before. i dunno, who the hell calls their friends dawl?

Baker?

Black Laz is terrible at this game

no i know most of them, because in my bashing of tenbatz i read most of them.

my guess on the last one is kid a.

What is wrong with you people?

Galt

sorry, keep guessing guys. i thought this one would be a no brainer.

Keyser

getting warmer!

Keysers girlfriend

i thought keyser was the girlfriend in his relationship with galt.

Suzie