Ever wanna say something, then hold back?

Gooch · 10-17-2002, 07:25 PM

Quote:On the subway today, a man came up to me to start a conversation. He made small talk, a lonely man talking about the weather and other things. I tried to be pleasant and accommodating, but my head hurt from his banality. I almost didn't notice it had happened, but I suddenly threw up all over him. He was not pleased, and I couldn't stop laughing.

Thanks for the tip, John Doe. :moonie:

DoughBoy · 10-17-2002, 07:25 PM

When someone cuts you off in the fast lane then does 65mph i'm sure some of you get the same "I'd like to follow you home and bludgen you with a tire iron while making your daughter give me a rusty trombone." feeling.

Maynard · 10-17-2002, 07:46 PM

Quote:hey, you can do what Maymay does: and tell them all what you think. will do wonders for your career.

What's wrong with that?

I don't usually hold back on things I want to say. My problem is that in any given situation.....my mind can wander. It sorta takes the situation and carries it out in this twisted weird way. Hard to explain.

The other day I was in the store, and I saw this woman. I my brain went off. I envisioned throwing her up against the end cap of campbells soup, most likely hurting her in the process. Then peeling her face off of her skull and just watched her lay there in pain. The blood spurting and bubbling out of her mouth.

I've had MANY occasions where I've wanted to spit in someones face. Someone just walking down the street. Didn't know them. Just had the urge to do that.

OAS · 10-17-2002, 07:50 PM

You haven't been in or around DC lately have you Maymay?

Maynard · 10-17-2002, 07:52 PM

I could never take a life.

I've also had the reverse happen to me. Where I'll be walking down the street, or driving, and I see these horrible things happening to me. I can remember one time I was walking through Brooklyn with some friends at like 2am. This car drives by, and the guy in the backseat leans out the window and shoots me in the stomache. It was so real I was able to feel the burn of the gunpowder in my stomache.
That shit scared the fuck out of me. And still does to this day.

OAS · 10-17-2002, 08:00 PM

Maymay sees dead people, himself. :crackhead:

IrishAlkey · 10-17-2002, 08:25 PM

Honesty killed the penguin.

LZMF1 · 10-17-2002, 08:40 PM

galt, i like the use of a quote from se7en.

GonzoStyle · 10-17-2002, 09:12 PM

Well if anyone knows me they know one thing to be true, I will say anything, anytime, to anyone. I am honest and honesty usually is worse than any falsehood you can make up. It gets me in trouble a lot, I am just saying that even I find it kinda weird to suddenly wanna tell my mom I am hard.

I think gooch might be onto something though. With the whole thing that happened with oa.com, I felt bad. Not that I felt guilt, I felt bad that what was once a great place had fallen, like rome froy played the part of nero to perfection. It basically hurt most cause I honestly do care about a lot of the members.

The one fault that gets me hurt most of the time is wanting to help everyone. As well as caring TOO much about people and things. I got almost not sleep the entire weekend, with the IMs, calls, e-mails and so on. I guess gooch might be right, the pressure of that coupled with other stuff that has been getting to me in my personal life, that might be it.

I just wanna say, I mean this from the heart. I do love you guys and girls and you make it all worth it, for all the shit I may get from people, this makes it all worth it.

I'm hard right now.

2 tired 2 give N F · 10-17-2002, 09:45 PM

A joke I heard once...
So I went up to the teller at the train station and asked for too tickets to Tittsburg and he says to me...Son you slipped you sure you didn't mean Pittsburg and I said "Sorry, yeah I slip like that sometimes. THat girl over there has some nice breasts and I was diistracted for a moment." He says "Yeah that happened to me this morning, I meant to ask my wife to pass the orange juice but instead it came out 'You stupid fucking bitch I hate you and hope you die in a pile of shit."

drusilla · 10-17-2002, 09:47 PM

sometimes you really need to just let loose & say what you want to say.

sometimes it's best to let shit fly. i did recently & it's worked out quite well for me.

Ants in My Pants · 10-17-2002, 10:59 PM

Quote:sometimes it's best to let shit fly. i did recently & it's worked out quite well for me.

Did you flush? :rofl:

Hey Ladi · 10-18-2002, 12:11 AM

Quote:When someone cuts you off in the fast lane then does 65mph i'm sure some of you get the same "I'd like to follow you home and bludgen you with a tire iron while making your daughter give me a rusty trombone." feeling.

I forget what someone did the other day, but I wanted to get out of my car, run up & repeatedly punch them in the head.

Today, I wanted to slash the tires of any bus I saw, so that they would stay in one spot & the rest of us could drive around it & get to work.

JimmyBlueEyes · 10-18-2002, 12:13 AM

I find myself doing this shit a lot
Also holding back more violent thoughts. Like just beating the living shit out of people for the simple fact cause I really need to let out some aggression. As for my mouth, I have to regularly hold back cause I don't feel like getting into a fight three or four times a day.

drusilla · 10-19-2002, 02:25 AM

Quote:Did you flush?

well now you're just being stupid Rolleyes

of course i didn't