Confessions

virgingrrl · 10-22-2002, 06:24 PM

my expectations of myself are way too high.

in 2nd grade, i farted while doing mountin climbers. just as it finished echoing through the quiet gym, i screamed "EWWW MIKE!" he was the weird lil boy who was next to me, so he took all the blame.

i dont understand football.

i love to knit.

i love the color pink.

i stare at people too much, im a people watcher.

the gap is where i spend most of my money.

i want to go to a strip club.

im strangly attracted to, carson daly, scott weiland and ed norton.

i've kept a journal for 6 years now.

i HATE when people say i have an easy job, they say "you're a nanny?..that's so easy." BULLSHIt. i have practically raised these kids, and it's NOT easy. its also a little bit harder cause one of them has a form of autisim.

i get extreamly annoyed when my nails and toes aren't painted.

i want to kiss a grrl, just once.

Hybrid · 10-22-2002, 06:25 PM

yes mars. space school is fuckin expensive.

LyricalGomez · 10-22-2002, 06:26 PM

People say being a nanny is easy?

Fuck I could never do that, I hate other people's kids...I definetly want to have kids of my own some day, but right now they annoy me

NaughtyAngel · 10-22-2002, 06:27 PM

i had to read a poem in front of my 11th grade english class and i got so nervous i cried

and yes i did cry when opie said "do you think i care about your life". just never on the air.

virgingrrl · 10-22-2002, 06:28 PM

hybrid- dropping a class doesn't affect your GPA, if you just stop going it will...

nerdo5 · 10-22-2002, 06:29 PM

amy. try email. it's a classic ice breaker. if you don't like what they have to say, close the message.

GonzoStyle · 10-22-2002, 06:30 PM

I never met my half brother or sister, nor my father. The funny part is they live like 5 minutes from me, I know this through mutual friends in the family.

From what I know, my dad left when I was 6 months old. My half brother is about 2 years younger than me. My half sister I don't even remember, I think she is like 14 or 16. But doesn't trully matter.

I do have one wish though, something I have thought through.

One day I know this will happen it happens with most everyone. My father will be dying and he will call for me, trying to make things right. Atleast I hope he will, and I will agree to come down. Only cause I wanna say "You want me to forgive you so you can die with a clear conscience? hahaha fuck you and I hope you die painfully and slow you dirty motherfucker." I am sure I will come up with a lot more painful stuff to say.

That would be like a wet dream for me.

Hybrid · 10-22-2002, 06:30 PM

tell that to my mom vg. :-)

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Galt · 10-22-2002, 06:33 PM

Gonzo needs to rent Magnolia

NaughtyAngel · 10-22-2002, 06:34 PM

i care more about the people i met on the board than i do my high school friends

FollowThisLogic · 10-22-2002, 06:35 PM

I really enjoy the company I work for, and the people there, but working three days a week only covers the bills. I'd like a full time position, but that job already doesn't give me enough work for three days, much less five. And I give up on the search for a new job too easily, which makes it hard.

I have trouble motivating myself - even if I really want to do something, getting up and actually doing it doesn't come to me.

I kinda miss coding.

I have a huge fear that I will never love again, not as I have loved - but I don't want to settle for anything less.

I've read every post in this thread and didn't reply because I don't like to put myself out there. I fear that such things can be used against me later, as people have done to me in the past, and because of that, I very rarely open myself up to anyone, and never to anyone who hasn't opened themselves up to me first.

I like to listen. Friends often come to me to vent their problems. Often I offer solutions, though I was never asked to. But usually when my solution is ignored, I am told later that they wish they had listened.

virgingrrl · 10-22-2002, 06:35 PM

give me her number monkey fucker <3 i'll give her the business.

GonzoStyle · 10-22-2002, 06:37 PM

Quote:Gonzo needs to rent Magnolia

I been meaning to see that, I missed out on it when it was on PPV. I just never really wanted to see it, I dunno why. I usually enjoy Tom Cruise movies, except Mission Impossible.

nerdo5 · 10-22-2002, 06:38 PM

virgingrrl and naughyangel fascinate me. plus i'm obsessed with juliathedoctor. i think i have a problem.

Galt · 10-22-2002, 06:39 PM

Well you just wrote one of the most poignant scenes without seeing the movie.

NaughtyAngel · 10-22-2002, 06:39 PM

ive never had an orgasm

im also scared that when it comes the time to settle down i wont know the right person to marry since i fall for people so hard

im afraid of being alone, i always need to be around people. but even when im with a group of people i still feel alone

i never feel like i belong anywhere

i think people are always talking bad about me, which is probably true

i care about uncle gonzo more than anyone i know

Maynard · 10-22-2002, 06:40 PM

Quote:ive never had an orgasm

Call me. My voice does wonders for the clit. ;-)

LyricalGomez · 10-22-2002, 06:41 PM

Quote:give me her number monkey fucker <3 i'll give her the business.

Only if you refer to him as Monkey fucker during the conversation

virgingrrl · 10-22-2002, 06:42 PM

kitten, i never wanted to see it either, but once i did i loved it. the soundtrack is amazing. <3 amiee mann.

Quote:ive never had an orgasm

poor thing.

i am mulit-orgasmic :thumbs-up:

Metalfan · 10-22-2002, 06:45 PM

VG fascinates me as well. That complex and that open at the same time....