08-13-2002, 01:01 AM
HenryKicksAss324 [9:04 PM]: I hate that I always feel this way. Its a constant feeling of pain, and sadness, and anger, and sometimes i can control it, to keep up apearances, but other times its so overwhelming, that I would do anything just to make it stop, even just for a second. As long as I can remember, its always been like this, and I don't completely understand why, I can't even begin to explain it. No matter what happens, its impossible for me to be happy. I used to be so scared that i was losing my mind or already had. But I don't even care anymore, anything is better than this, I rather feel absolutly nothing that what i feel like now. I just want to rest, im so tired of everything.
HenryKicksAss324 [9:04 PM]: im such a cheezeball
Gddanked [9:04 PM]: drama queen
HenryKicksAss324 [9:04 PM]: im such a cheezeball
Gddanked [9:04 PM]: drama queen
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