Ever wanna say something, then hold back?

[Gooch]

perhaps you are sublimating pressures or anxiety coming from elsewhere, in the need to suddenly say something outrageous. I find when there is alot of work-stress, personal issues, that my humor gets very macabre...even when dealing with my parents. A kind of outlet, if you will...where the humor and wild thoughts is a clear attempt to make a shout-out for attention, love, or just to break the boredom while these issues press within you, making the "bubble burst", so to speak. I can only speak for myself...but could be something to think about.