Confessions

[GonzoStyle]

i will wear jeans 3 or 4 times before washing them, they fit better when you do that.

I agree momma, they feel more comfortable on the second wear.

I have also contemplated suicide on more than one occasion but the fear that nothing happens after death has always stopped me. I have hope more than belief of an after life but I refuse to live my life thinking about it.

I think I always enjoyed the parties on the old board more than anyone else. I'd have get togethers on a weekly basis if it was up to me. I enjoy hanging with people on this board so much, some of my fondest memories and most fun times are from parties with board members. I'm not ashamed to say it, it is no different from friends you make throughout your life. Just because we all met on the internet and not at school, work, or a bar doesn't make it bad, it's just another form of communication.

I have always wanted to be a writer, I have been working on a novel for the past 5 years. Even if it never gets published I want to finish it for myself. I am just not up for the whole "struggling writer" shit. My patience is very low for certain things.

I often will find myself over paying for things, cause of my impatience. When I want something, I want it now and will pay an extra 20-30% for it instead of waiting 3 days and getting it cheaper.