10-22-2002, 03:48 PM
Most people don't believe me when I say this.
I was very shy most of my life. I was scared to say anything to be honest, I was always the person people would tell "why don't you talk?". I was a loner, not by choice I guess. But I had no friends till I was about 15. Not one that I could honestly say was my friend. I never had birthday parties or any of that shit. Even when I was popular in HS I was still shy but began breaking out of my shell.
I can't pinpoint when, or where. But one day, I think I was a bit drunk. I was toying with my tape recorder and I just started splurting out random thoughts. It really got me to thinking, I believe I spent 7 hours babbling into that microphone. Slowly after that I adopted the mantra "fuck it". Never be afraid to say it, never be worried to try something, just fuckin do it. What's the worst that can happen in most cases, if you really think about it?
That coupled with my creativity and being what I feel is intelligent has spawned what you see here today.
I do hate the rep that I have about being a bitter person at times or that I hate a lot. I honestly have hated maybe a handful of people throughout my over 2 year span on the boards. I just am completely honest, brutally some would say and I just call people out on shit when I see them being two faced or dishonest, etc. I just can't let it slide, it is the way I am.
I think my sig quote explains how I feel on the subject.
I was very shy most of my life. I was scared to say anything to be honest, I was always the person people would tell "why don't you talk?". I was a loner, not by choice I guess. But I had no friends till I was about 15. Not one that I could honestly say was my friend. I never had birthday parties or any of that shit. Even when I was popular in HS I was still shy but began breaking out of my shell.
I can't pinpoint when, or where. But one day, I think I was a bit drunk. I was toying with my tape recorder and I just started splurting out random thoughts. It really got me to thinking, I believe I spent 7 hours babbling into that microphone. Slowly after that I adopted the mantra "fuck it". Never be afraid to say it, never be worried to try something, just fuckin do it. What's the worst that can happen in most cases, if you really think about it?
That coupled with my creativity and being what I feel is intelligent has spawned what you see here today.
I do hate the rep that I have about being a bitter person at times or that I hate a lot. I honestly have hated maybe a handful of people throughout my over 2 year span on the boards. I just am completely honest, brutally some would say and I just call people out on shit when I see them being two faced or dishonest, etc. I just can't let it slide, it is the way I am.
I think my sig quote explains how I feel on the subject.
Quote:I never fucked anybody over in my life, who didn't have it comin' to him, you got that?
All I have in this world is my balls, and my word, and I don't break 'em for no one.
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