10-23-2002, 01:00 AM
i love this thread, it's making me realize really how much i have in common with a lot of people here :loveya:
i worry too much, similar to gonzo's thing. when i lived at home my parents would often go out and leave me to babysit. i would always have a feeling in the back of my mind that something had happened to them, not helped by the fact that they always came home late. but i would sit waiting for them to come home going through my mind of how i would manage and what i would have to do. i always figured i could look after myself, but i'd have to send my sisters back to england to live with my older sister.
i'm way too emotional about a lot of things i can't do a thing about. i have a tendency to get severely depressed whenever i think about the state of things on a global scale, politicians, big business etc... i know there's nothing i can do about it but when i think about the fact that people aren't all inherently good and that there's so many people out there who constantly walk all over other people just for their own benefit, i get miserable for days.
i lack the confidence to speak my mind a lot and i always second guess myself. there are several times a day that i type something in the reply box then delete it and move on...
i really want to give people statuses but i can't ever think of anything good, or at least, i don't ever think that what i think of is any good
oh, and i have a terrible habit of posting with massive run-on sentences :-p
i worry too much, similar to gonzo's thing. when i lived at home my parents would often go out and leave me to babysit. i would always have a feeling in the back of my mind that something had happened to them, not helped by the fact that they always came home late. but i would sit waiting for them to come home going through my mind of how i would manage and what i would have to do. i always figured i could look after myself, but i'd have to send my sisters back to england to live with my older sister.
i'm way too emotional about a lot of things i can't do a thing about. i have a tendency to get severely depressed whenever i think about the state of things on a global scale, politicians, big business etc... i know there's nothing i can do about it but when i think about the fact that people aren't all inherently good and that there's so many people out there who constantly walk all over other people just for their own benefit, i get miserable for days.
i lack the confidence to speak my mind a lot and i always second guess myself. there are several times a day that i type something in the reply box then delete it and move on...
i really want to give people statuses but i can't ever think of anything good, or at least, i don't ever think that what i think of is any good
oh, and i have a terrible habit of posting with massive run-on sentences :-p