The return of Confessions - the confessional is open

[Weird NJ]

I smoke too much. :-( I can't concentrate on the things I should be concentrating on, such as living my life. I always feel awkward and I get depressed now and then. I get worried about that last thing because on my mother's side I lost 2 uncles to suicide. I also think my mother's depressed. I think that might be the reason she had another kid 9 years ago, so she would have something to do.