Your worst qualities.

[Is Don on the phone?]

Like many of you, apparently, my weight is my albatross. I run, I lift, I eat right, but I just never lose it. I've resigned myself to look like this forever, which is kinda liberating in a way. But it certainly does not mean I have to be happy about it.

I end up putting work ahead of my own well being. I work crazy hours next to people who seem to come and go as they please with impunity. I tend to define myself by what I do, and that can be a dangerous thing when you realize that most of your job is smoke and mirrors intended to make things seem better rather than making an actual difference.

And the worst part? Im telling you all this. I wear my fucking heart on my sleeve with everything. And I know it gets me used.

Okay. enough. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr