I'm turning over a new leaf

[GonzoStyle]

well I have battled the weight problems all my life, it runs in my family. Everyone in my family is overweight pretty much, my mom is the lone exception but she is constantly dieting and eats very strict and always tries to keep herself in shape. I was a fat kid until I was about 12 and I asked my mom to enroll me in sports classes. I went to camp one year and got lost all the weight over the summer. All through out my school years I was always either playing volleyball, baseball or boxing so I was always in very good shape up through my 1s year in college. I was always around 225-230 pounds which is my perfect weight.

Once I got into college I started getting serious with my HS g/f and I owned my own business with a partner. So I was living the good life but then everything just fuckin came down. I lost my g/f, I had a horrible accident which had me bed ridden for 8 months. I just gave up to be honest and balooned up to 320 pounds.

I then got back down to 240 but not in shape, with the help of a nutritionist and excercise. But I still wasnt mentally there, then my business started goin sour, with my partner especially whom I was constantly fightin with. I just stopped caring and I packed on the pounds in record time, I gained 50 pounds in 4 months.

I think I am in a more positive mindset than I have been in many years and feel I can finally achieve it cause I really want it for me and not just to do it for someone else.