08-11-2004, 10:23 PM
Quote:ok, ok, i slacked off on writing in my journal like i promised i wouldnt. i've been busy playing, working, etc. lets see, i need to stop spending so much cash on the weekends. too much going out, need to stick to this budget i've got going here. kinda hard cause everyones been wanting to go into the city lately and that means going to some overpriced club that charges 16 bucks for a red bull and vodka. thanks pal, take my car keys and let me get a corona. i'm thinking of laying low this weekend since the ski trip is the following weekend. xxxxx wants to take a trip to baltimore or something but i told her i'd only go if she's paying
xxxxx seems to keep weaving her way in and out of my life over the past few months. i get tired of dealing with her issues and get some space when she starts getting too bitchy so the fact we havent been together as a couple in some time makes it alot easier. its a strange relationship. we still care about each other but we do stupid shit to hurt one another over jealously or anger or whatever the bullshit du jour happens to be. i just try to gravitate my life these days towards the least drama and work on making myself as happy as possible. seems to be doing the trick. as long as i stick to that, everything else seems to fall into place.
