IT'S A BOY!!!

[drusilla]

I don't even know what Sleeper's hair is like! I was just being mean for the sake of being mean! I'm a horrible person. Why does Drusilla even worship me so much?

you're funny. i wouldn't call it worship as much as i would fascination. i've always been intrigued by those with sick & twisted minds. maybe its because i have one myself, but i never say or act on anything. like when i drive around wondering what would happen if i just plowed over the person crossing the street, or what if i just stabbed the person sitting next to me at dinner with a fork.


i'm like hedcold in the way that i don't really care much about people, but the ones i do love mean more than anything else to me.


i've also had so many fucked up events in my life that has jaded me. if you dont get to talk to someone so much, or someone has moved away & you hardly ever see each other anymore so fucking what. at least they are still alive, healthy & happy.