IT'S A BOY!!!

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...like when i drive around wondering what would happen if i just plowed over the person crossing the street, or what if i just stabbed the person sitting next to me at dinner with a fork.

That's not really having a sick mind, I would think the majority of people play out scenarios like that all the time in their minds. If you atleast say it out loud to the person then it might be considered a bit sick.