01-09-2005, 09:52 PM
I think RottenVinny probably kiled himself:
Quote:VinnyWS608-01-2003, 11:53 PM
I'm 18 and I have a problem with depression. Its been with me my whole life and its caused some major problems. For one I used to act like a moron and a dick so now I have close to no friends. Second of all I'm a 18 year old man and I have never really had contact with girl. I have done some touching but, I have never had a g/f so, I have'nt done stuff like kissing or even holding hands. I work at a tire shop and I lift heavy car wheels all day and then I dont have anything else to do. I dont have anything to make my life worth living. I used to smoke alot of weed but, I slowed down now. I lift these wheels all day and now I have pretty big arms but, I still cant get girls. I dont know what to do anymore. I just have nothing at all besides a few friends and my family. I dont talk to either one of my brothers and I dont talk to my parents. I just dont know what to do or where to turn. What could I do to make my life change? I cant live like this anymore. Theres got to be some way I can make somthing out of my life. So, if you were a 18 year old guy would wanted to have some actual fun what would you do?
Quote:VinnyWS608-02-2003, 01:00 AM
I am going to school next year and thats something that makes me feel so bad. I thought I should have a fun summer before I go to college but, I have'nt done shit. I'm living at home while I go to school but, I still thought that this summer was going to be fun. Man, I was just starting to feel really down( i drank a little tonight) and I remembered how weed makes me feel so much better. I thought to myself that I should buy some weed and smoke it. But, now I realized thats how I got into this situation. Fuck, I dont know what to do. I wish there was some source of enjoyment in my life. But, theres nothing. I dont know how I can live on being so alone. I want to change but, drugs(weed) have a hold of me and I just dont know how to talk to girls. So, I guess i'm fucked and I might as well just score some weed after work tommorow. Cause If i dont I will just have these same feelings and nothing to make me feel better. I wish there was some way I could go back and change my life. I cant belive I'm at the point where I'm so alone and so unhappy.