08-12-2008, 07:47 PM
Queenie Wrote:hotsauce Wrote:I was never a cheater before. My man is in prison and I've been trying to hold out for him. When he was out he cheated on me twice, but I kept being told it was because of the drugs. That didn't make it hurt any less. I took him back both times. Then he was sent to prison and he has been in there for 5 years. I am so lonely and I'm sick. I have MS. I feel like I'm running out of time.
Last year I found someone who was interested in me so I had something for a little while with him. I got pregnant but lost the baby and things did not work out with him. I have not told my man totally about it. He kind of knows that something was going on but does not know the whole story. I've decided to wait for him, hopefully about another 9 months. and then I have to hope I have not been wasting my time trying to wait for him. I'm afraid he will end up leaving me when he realizes how bad it can get sometimes with me.
You just keep your head up and think positive!!
Thanks Queen. Much appreciated.