12-19-2008, 10:24 AM
Just because there is no certain happiness factor doesn't mean there is no God. It states that He will not give you more than you can handle. I believe this in my heart. I may at this point feel like the world is caving in on me, but I don't blame Him. I want to run to Him and cry. Maybe my time at my job is up, maybe it is His way of saying it's time to move on. If not for the turmoil at my work right now, I wouldn't be looking and filling out scholarship and grant forms. I became too comfortable in my job. I became quiet to my beliefs, and felt not part of myself. I made friends with people that I wouldn't normally, just to not to ruffle feathers. When I started coming out against what I didn't believe in, I ended up in a lot of trouble and mad. I believe it is God's way of saying it is time to change what your doing and do something that was meant for you.