Not an excuse

[Philly Mike]

Okay I will start off by apologizing for being an ass and disrupting the board for a while. Regardless of what some of you think ( a cry for attention, need for drama, etc...) I did what I did for what was in my mind at the time was the right reason. Now after that I can understand why some may not care for me, oh well, join the list of many others. Nonetheless I know I have a problem with an on and off depression, anyone who has gone through it will understand the feeling of it and how the mind can give you a deranged perspective on what is what. Now I am not saying this is any excuse, but I am simply just shedding light as to why. I just wanted to be here and explain this and how I didn't want any trouble or problems. I don't want this thread to turn into anything more than this, If i could lock it myself I would but I can't . I would like to request to any mod that sees this that this be locked just so I can at least state I am sorry and not have anything more made of this stupidity that I brought on.