Right Now I'm........... (part deux)

[Mad Dog]

Hey Everyone. I know its been a while since I have posted anything. I wanted everyone to know that it has nothing to do with any particular person on this message board. But I also wanted everyone to know that since I got fired in January, my life has went through a sea change. As many of you know, getting fired was very traumatic for me. The waiting. Not knowing what was going to happen or how I was going to take care of myself, or what direction my life was going to go had a deep impact on me. Just to fill you in a bit, I decided to start going to church, (actually I've been attending two different ones) I couldn't trust myself to lead me in the right direction, because to this point I have made a huge mess of my life and my conscience. So I have decided to follow a different path, getting rid of things in my life that harm me and my soul, and adding the one thing that can change the very nature of who I am, namely Jesus. Again. My life thinking has been a pendulum of " God hates me, God loves me" I reality He alway has, but I have been mostly to blind and hurt to see it. This is not an inditement of anyone here and we all must follow out own heart. But I wanted you to know where I disappeared to.