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| Ree Unofficial Biggest Whore of OA.com G.O.O.F.B.A.H.G.S. Reaver Strike Battalion Rage Brother #1, Paladin of Hatred Where's my snare? I have no snare in my headphones. | posted on 01-08-2002 @ 6:25 PM |    | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jun. 01  | Today has been one of the worst days of my life. For the past few months, I've tried very hard to be a good son, and a responsible person. However, it has occured to me, that whenever I even remotely screw up I am staked to the cross and crucified. My parents and I have never seen eye to eye on many things, but usually we get through whatever happens. To ellaborate further and give you insight to my feelings, this is what has transpired recently. I'm a college student, who's been very depressed over the last year due to many fucked up events that have come to pass, such as my cousin's murder, my aunt dying of ovarian cancer, and my grandmother falling down her stairs and dying from internal bleeding. Throw in minor drug abuse, and I've been a volitile mixture for a while now. This isn't a fucking sob story, nor do I want any pity, but I'm doing this just so I feel better when all I want to do is destroy things. Recently in the last few days I've felt a lot better about myself, and met a girl I really care for and really enjoyed being with. I've also been exercising and eating right and just making generally positive decisions in my life. Being poor, I've had no car and transportation for a long time, and just recently I've bought a car. Things have been starting to look up, right? I only wish. My car has been registered, fixed, and almost completely ready to go. The only thing that is missing currently is insurance. Obviously, this is a biggy, and currently in the works and should have it tomorrow or the next day. Today, I made, not the smartest decision, but I am a very careful driver and my best friend begged my assistance to take him to work, otherwise he would be fired. My parents said not to drive my car around, due to the insurance. Even though yesterday, my father drove my car all around town for some reason to do chores. Go figure. Anyways, I help my friend out and bring him to work and drive home. Nothing bad happens on the road, fortunately, and I get home with everything alright. However, my other brother is home when I pull in the driveway and knows that my parents said that no one should be driving my car at the moment. What does my brother do? Well, he seems to have his own reasons to dislike me, and decides to not discuss with me why I drove my car, but to go directly to my parents and tell them I drove my car. Don't you love a 28 year old tattletale who still lives at home rent free, yet I'm the hated one in the family? So, the first words I hear from my mother when she finds out is not, mind you, 'Hey, why did you drive the car? What happened? Tell me what went on.' God forbid we talk about this like adults. What I hear first is, very forceful and with a demeaning tone, 'How dare you take the car out! What the hell is your problem? You've got some fucking nerve doing that... we can never trust you with anything.' Mind you again, nothing happened... it's my car, and I know it's not the smartest idea to drive uninsured. In fact, it's down right retarded, but due to the circumstances I made an exception for a friend. Even after calmly explaining what happened, the stakes were driven further into my hands. 'You have no fucking right to drive without insurance (Again, my dad drove it yesterday for 3 hours) and without our permission. We can never trust you with anything, why don't you just get the fuck out of our house?' I can hardly believe what has happened today... whenver I seem to try and do something for a friend something like this has happened. Most people clash with their parents, and come to misunderstandings. I fucking despise them for the way they have treated me throughout my life. Physical and mental abuse has been a constant until a few years ago, and all that has shaped me into the bitter man that I am today. This fuck you has been long... but it has also been somewhat of a release to me. Fuck you, Lu Anne and Donald for your hypocritical views and pathetic attempts at parenting. Maybe when I was younger and I dropped my ice cream cone you could have comforted me instead of punching me in my 5 year old face. ... go fuck yourself, and I have regrets when I say I wish ill on you, mother and father. -Dave/Ree  "Close your eyes girl... look inside them... let the sound take you away!" - Magic Carpet Ride, Steppenwolf Electronic Mail? [email protected] I am Psycho Mark Incarnate Gak Gak Gak, I love my Stinkie Binkie | ||||
| Filzy Stand up straight Stomach in Shoulders back SOUND OFF!!! | posted on 01-08-2002 @ 6:32 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Sep. 00 | Hang in there, Ree. Events like this are hard to handle, but you'll make it through. I've been through what you've been through, and I am still currently Getting through it. All it takes is a shoulder to cry on and someone to talk to who cares.  Spray it down, buisness as usual. Yeah, I am bitter man now, what about it? [Email][email protected][/Email] | ||||
King Shit *board owner* | posted on 01-08-2002 @ 6:37 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: Feb. 01 | There's a really easy Dana Dillon joke here, but that's too easy. I believe in the Faith... that can save me. I believe in the hope and I pray... That someday it may raise me... above these badlands | ||||
| adolescentmasturbator | posted on 01-08-2002 @ 6:40 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jan. 01 | Do what I did and kill them all in their sleep. Sure it's a bit messy but that's nothing a little Clorox won't fix.  Resident Board Socialist IM me at stickysituation2 | ||||
| Shelle Bink True star of the celebrity softball game: the redhead in section 101. | posted on 01-09-2002 @ 5:03 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jul. 01 | You got a turkey sammich waitin for ya. "I dreamed of being with you, but eventually I had to awake, I'll dream that dream again someday, and you know I'll always be here... waiting for you" | ||||
The sky is blue | posted on 01-09-2002 @ 5:18 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: Oct. 00 | Wait... ...whos Ree?  Fez® blah blah blah ©2001 blah blah blah. Fez™ blah blah Email me at [email protected] | ||||
| Brokenjaw Always will bow down to the power of the Faceman!!!! | posted on 01-09-2002 @ 6:32 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Nov. 00 | quote: Ken'sPen, comment? Ree, trust me when I say this, it does get better. They are assholes now and will always be assholes, but the day you say fuck you and leave will be the best damn day of your life, better then the first time you had sex. I know this from expierence, I have the scars and the hospital records to prove it.  | ||||
| Shelle Bink True star of the celebrity softball game: the redhead in section 101. | posted on 01-09-2002 @ 7:39 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jul. 01 | quote: From Sex? That's F'n Hot. Ree babes, it'll get better, I'll make sure of it. "I dreamed of being with you, but eventually I had to awake, I'll dream that dream again someday, and you know I'll always be here... waiting for you" | ||||
| Ken'sPen [Sarcasm] Doesn't Live Up To The Hype [/Sarcasm] I should have stayed OVER THERE | posted on 01-09-2002 @ 9:16 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 01 | quote: Apparently, he is a somewhat less gay version of, frblaoaindalkfdle. | ||||
| Ree Unofficial Biggest Whore of OA.com G.O.O.F.B.A.H.G.S. Reaver Strike Battalion Rage Brother #1, Paladin of Hatred Where's my snare? I have no snare in my headphones. | posted on 01-10-2002 @ 11:59 AM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Jun. 01 | Guys you are the fuckin' best. Thanks for the reply's and for some reason I actually did laugh for a little while. Even at Ken's Dildo. Ah, shit, I said dildo, Shelle's gonna be giggling for hours now. "Close your eyes girl... look inside them... let the sound take you away!" - Magic Carpet Ride, Steppenwolf Electronic Mail? [email protected] I am Psycho Mark Incarnate Gak Gak Gak, I love my Stinkie Binkie | ||||
| DevilsFan | posted on 01-10-2002 @ 11:05 PM | | |||
| Psychopath Registered: Oct. 01 | Considering you are the PsychoMark Incarnate, handling something like the ingorance of parenting should be a piece of cake. AK-47 + Bong ALWAYS GOODER. Buck up little camper. I feel you. Your mom's box ;0~ Let There Be Peace On Earth "Some people drink from the fountain of knowledge, others simply gargle" Fleck22 | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 01-11-2002 @ 11:13 AM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | quote: If you see a man with a white jacket for you, it isn't the good humor man just so you know. Ree don't fret none little man, it doesn't get much better life sucks don't let none of these scumbags fool ya, lol. But it's the small good moments that make it all worth it and also let us know to appreciate the good when we do have it. So have a smoke, drink, masturbate with your mothers blood soaked underoos... whatever calms you down and just relax man, it'll get worse but it'll also get better.  I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. Thanks Gooch for The Sig She-Mail Me Here AIM me here for cyber. | ||||
| Dan-O | posted on 01-12-2002 @ 1:24 AM | | |||
| Psychopath Registered: Nov. 00 | Eloquent. Dave, I can now forgive you for at one time having chosen '~FallenAingl~' as a screen name... "If it wasn't for the weed, I don't think I'd get nothin' done!" -- Snoop Dogg, "The Daily Show" This message was edited by Dan-O on 1-12-02 @ 1:27 AM | ||||
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