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| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 11:21 AM |    | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70  | You know that I love most of you guys and trust you, some more than others givenly namely sean, froy, buttmunch, gooch, and slash who know me the best. I have been told that I been acting the fool lately. Now you all know me to be honest and brutally honest at times. If I dislike or hate it's usually for a good reason, now you may say "well eddie you seem to hate plenty of people though." Well unfortunatly yes and I dislike quite a few. But I will usually never hide why, unless I am really close to you and I do not wanna hurt our friendship or your feelings then I will try to keep it to myself as I did with froy for a long time. But usually these things get worked out. But people say I hate or dislike and am being a really mean ass lately to namely FM Jeff but I can easily explain why I hate him and have to him, and it's not even a hate it's a dislike for certain things only cause I gave a shit enough to care and want to be his friend. I am being honest and open here I dislike and disliked people like froy, buttmunch, joey, even raven and faceman in the past out of the mods. The first couple I disliked mainly because i loved them so much that maybe in a rage I lashed out only cause i cared so much. Truthfully I am so fucked up on meds and all this shit in my personal life i dunno, I really don't wanna be a jackass. I put up with so much over the past almost year and a half now, I put in a lot, i got out a lot and I don't want to ruin it. I still have a high level of dislike for FM Jeff not for his actions beforehand anymore but for his retailiation afterwards mainly demoding all the mods in chat and never answering me on the board or personally in e-mail. But barring jeff and the bottom line of this whole long winded post is, am I out of control lately and have I been an ass mainly to any of you and to other members. Be honest, be brutally honest even as i would be.  I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here | ||||
Pompous, Arrogant, Enigmatic, Bitter, Quirky, Misanthrope with a Weird Sense of Humor and an Iron Clad Memory while flooding the board with my Stream of Consciousness UFC STRIKE 3 (I'm a dick and I like to ruin people's plans) | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 11:51 AM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 00 | Well Gonzo baby...quote: Sure, I made the list, but on the fucking bottom? WTF is that? LOL quote: Yes, you have taken the only one who truly loves you down to the forskin for granted, and it hurts. I miss you :( Gonzo, that would be like saying I am an ass to Grkqt or that I am excessively mean to her. Maybe you just saw in Jeff's FU and string of FU's as I did with Grkqt. Same bitch and whine over the same shit. I call her on it only because she better learn now that just bitching about shit will get you nowhere. All these people who incessantly start FU threads want is sympathy which eventually gives way to a pity party. That shit is contagious as a motherfucker and does nobody any good. Misery loves company blah blah blah. Empathy, on the otherhand may hurt at first. Those in denial will lash out at those who were the ones who confronted them on their destructive actions/mindset, but later on will thank them for it, even if they don't tell them directly. You know Jeff personally, so I don't know what you have discussed in person, on the phone, or in IM's. But, if you took that route to talk to him about his bitching in several FU's by him, and he continued to post FU's about the same shit, then only you can dedcide whether or not to call him on it in his thread. Only you know what your intent was. Was it to deep down shake him up so he snaps out of his childish mindset or was it to just be mean? I know why I do things. However, I try to never assume the root of other's actions. I hope that helps.  Funny how ev'rything was roses When we held on to the guns Write To Me Here AIM: SmarterChild
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King Shit *board owner* | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 11:54 AM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: Feb. 01 | Eddie, if you want an honest opinion, get me on AIM sometime in the next 20 minutes, or later tonight. I believe in the Faith... that can save me. I believe in the hope and I pray... That someday it may raise me... above these badlands | ||||
...And now the battle between us and them has begun. JYD-4-LIFE. | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 12:02 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: May. 00 | Well me and you have had our problems in the past but I thought things between us were all worked out after the initial skirmishes. Lately though Im not as sure as i once was. I can take a joke as good as the next person but last week you seemed to go out of your way to (annoy/antagonize/outright insult me) Now I dont know if you were seriously referring to me as a pussy or if you were joking, but you seem the beat the point pretty hard so I took it as an antagonistic statement. Now if you say that it was a joke then hey its water under the bridge as far as Im concerned. In fact I am not that really worried about it right now to tell you the truth. but I just wanted to know where me and you stand right now. You know regardless of what you think of me, I think you are a good guy and you would and have given up things for this board that I could never dream of. That earns you a high place of respect in my eyes. That said I hope we dont have a problem cause I truly like you eddie, even though we've never met in person. Donald  Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches Tried to overcome the complications and the catches Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 12:13 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | Well we had a beef way back facey but that kinda dissolved in my eyes as well a long time ago. But it was a joke and the whole "pussy" and "pussy whipped" gag goes back a while. But have I been over agressive or am i being the old me, or am I just being a kid Blackula now? But facey you and I are kool and the gang baby. All of us back here have had a problem with someone else back here either publically or privately. I've had problems that still linger some which are solved some which dissolved like between face and I or gooch and I and problems with them are non-existent to me cause it was a flash in the pan bullshit which passed. I still have problems with a couple back here which they are aware of and which are handled and out in the open between us. But as far as facey no problemo and no problem with gooch before he askes, lol. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here This message was edited by GonzoStyle on 11-19-01 @ 12:23 PM | ||||
Pompous, Arrogant, Enigmatic, Bitter, Quirky, Misanthrope with a Weird Sense of Humor and an Iron Clad Memory while flooding the board with my Stream of Consciousness UFC STRIKE 3 (I'm a dick and I like to ruin people's plans) | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 12:22 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 00 | quote: Yea, I noticed the "pussy" comments last week. I was unsure whether that was about being "pussy whipped" or it was about just letting the whole Ken'sPen thing go in that one thread (the timing was the same). I didn't ask either of you what that was about because it wasn't my buisness. Either way, I was hoping it would subside, if just a bit. quote: Ok, this is the second time Froy has posted this. I want answers. Did you get FBA (Full Blown Aim) at work, or did that link I sent you work as far as Aim Quick Buddy and/or Aim ExpressBuddy ? If so, did you put me on block? If this is the case, disregard everything I have said above. Yes, you are mean! quote: Yea yea, 'cause you are going to "the gym." That Old Fucking Gag © vg 2001 --Saul Funny how ev'rything was roses When we held on to the guns Write To Me Here AIM: SmarterChild
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| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 1:19 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | Cousin Saul I did not block you and I did use your quick buddy thing but I only used it twice in the last couple weeks and you were not on both times, you were on today but I had to sign off real quick. I still love you my better half, my beating heart, my one and only. But the thing with facey was in fun, I know it's hard to break down feeling in text wether I dislike or am joking is a thin line. I have done FU's we all have but I do not want sympathy, I do feel a comfort in the anonimity of the 'net but also the comfort in sharing here cause I consider so many friends. What I did to jeff is what I would and have done to a handful of others and only cause it was getting to the point of following the script of 'groundhog day'. Jeff has stated to me on several occasions that he likes to be reassured that he needs that like a woman, that he needs to be told things, like a woman needs to be told how much you love her once in a while. I don't mind and also understand that need. But the same old FU over and over and I know it gets to jeff and I think it is pointless to get upset over it and we have spoken about it over and over and that is why i did what i did, sometimes a hard smack in the face is more poignant than a pat on the back. But jeff's actions afterwards were childish and uncalled for. First quitting then the e-mail and to which he never replied to my follow up cause he knows I proved him wrong and then demoding us all cause of me. But like I stated I will publically apologize if he will meet me halfway on this. We never were friends no matter how much i tried and we now will definetly never be friends so I could give a shit if he talks to me ever again. But atleast for the publics view it should be settled. But once again I do not want this to be mainly about jeff and I even though it is mainly the focal point now. I want to know was I too hard on jeff maybe? Not a right or wrong cause that would be putting you all on the spot to take sides. But was it too much on my side? I mean I am willing to rexamine things cause I feel it's uneccesary for the board, I am not gonna become the nicey nice gonzo, but I will try to watch myself more closely and there are certain people who I might have been 'mean' to that I did not intend to come off that way to, and some who don't get it yet. EDIT: PS: quote: Froy said to get back to him after 5, he has class and then he had to go to THE GYM. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here This message was edited by GonzoStyle on 11-19-01 @ 1:33 PM | ||||
The sky is blue | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 1:41 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: Oct. 00 | Gonzo, I've always maintained that you were an all around cool mod and person. I know you've been through some tough times, but you've been pretty resilient through them. Aside from the fact that all of your posts seem to rival War and Peace recently, I think you've just been frustrated by all thats going on around here. One thing actually: Change your fucking status; I'm tripping just watching it.  Fez® blah blah blah ©2001 blah blah blah. Fez™ blah blah Email me at [email protected] | ||||
| TheGooch Mullet Master Yo Gooch, Moron here... how's that for some fucked up shit... Fez is giving you status... Karma sucks, huh? | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 1:58 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Oct. 00 | Eddie, Honestly, I haven't noticed a difference in your posts in terms of being mean/aggressive/what-not. Jeff deserved what he got, and his over-reaction...much like his countless others, is not surprising. The fact that he cannot debate, be reasonable, or handle it only further proves he should not have any mod powers that affect posts, membership or mod choices anywhere. We need adults here, not petulant children who have a primmadonna complex over simple coding and website design. When Jeff designs Amazon.com, then I'll kiss his arse...and not a moment before. And god forbid, when designing that site, he gets criticism or negative emails. Will he then de-mod Jeff Bezos in the FoundryChat??? De-modding his compatriots on this board has to be the lowest, gutter-trash level, crap I've ever seen on this site since JustJon was a mod. And, thanks, Gonzy...I was gonna ask if we were cool. =) =) =) =)  | ||||
Nay. We are but men. ROCK. The man with the plan. | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 2:15 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Oct. 00 | As the newbie, I guess I can provide the best perspective from a member's standpoint. As I've only just begun to realize the backstage turmoil, I must say that I haven't noticed a real change. Now this is just looking at the big picture.... your treatment of everyone seems (at least to me) to be the Gonzo we all know and love.. "Miracles and lucky charms made the girl of my dreams the girl in my arms." - Dr. Frank Noellevious.... she's made me so proud. Viddy well, little brother... err, sister. | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 2:28 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | quote: So you finally hacked BTS did ya FTL. Thanks guys I am getting the picture now a little and see where the problem lies any more input would be appreciated. If you think i'm an asshole though please reply that too, I don't mind. Fez I still liked you better before you were a mod, but you're getting better soon maybe we'll get naked and rub eachothers shafts and smoke some peyote. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here | ||||
Pompous, Arrogant, Enigmatic, Bitter, Quirky, Misanthrope with a Weird Sense of Humor and an Iron Clad Memory while flooding the board with my Stream of Consciousness UFC STRIKE 3 (I'm a dick and I like to ruin people's plans) | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 2:37 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 00 | quote: quote: Wait, now I am confused. Who needs to be reassured like a woman again? Funny how ev'rything was roses When we held on to the guns Write To Me Here AIM: SmarterChild
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| Sean Cold 3:16 | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 3:13 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | I'll be honest, you are beyond screwy. When I have nimrods IMing me saying you took Sean Cold pills, it gets rather annoying. You have been beyond on edge and it is showing big time you over medicated prick. And think of the irony, me telling someone they are edgy. :::shudders::: I think this is the fourth sign of the end of the world or some shit. I think the whole Grk thing got really out of fuckin hand. Maybe because I didn't get the chance to chase her away but that is what you and slash did. Yeah yeah, I have no room to talk, blah blah blah but remember, most of the shits I tore had little fan clubs to speak of. And Slash, no offense, but you dwelled worse than me for you ripped her personaly yet you never met her. It was just as bad as what Nips did to facey a little while ago. As far as Jeff, well, fuck him really. I don't care if Captian Bipolar reads this or not but he is an ass of unmessurable proportions. I am just happy that now I no longer have to be obligated to answer any of his shitty IM's anymore. He, like Upu before him, read his fuckin press releases a little to often and thinks a tad to highly of himself. He wasn't much of a admin here just like he is not much of a man. Let him go to RF and blow people who actually care if he is alive for he might as well be dead, that creepy fuckin child toucher.  | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 3:29 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | quote: I don't need reassurance, I know i'm an asshole. Please Grk deserved it, she wanted it, she needed it, she .... well maybe redhotchilibabe will make a return now. I think it just might have been I confused Grk with IB the two linebackers always threw me off, lol. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here | ||||
...And now the battle between us and them has begun. JYD-4-LIFE. | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 3:32 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: May. 00 | Wait a sec, not im really confused.quote: I thought kid was the asshole quote: Thats like the pot calling the kettle kid;) as for the whole chat situation. I know I never, ever go into chat but I do have an opinion here. As gonzo said, chat is nothing without a few key members that keep things going. Now what if those few didnt go into chat for a while. Call it a boycott, a lesson, whatever you will. Maybe it would get a point across. I mean we do have a message board here and we used to have cute chat threads. Who is to say we cant start something like that up again just until the poing gets across. Maybe it would work, maybe it wont, but still a statement has to be made. what better way than to make it as a group and not individuals Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches Tried to overcome the complications and the catches Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 3:47 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | quote: I thought kid was the mongoloid ape with narcassistic black rage. And from what I hear since people like myself and slash have stopped coming to chat, it has been deader than the other side of Unicrons bed. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here | ||||
| Sean Cold 3:16 | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 3:56 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | quote: ha ha ha, you really got me with that one. What ever shall I do? Funny, this isn't what I am used to. Usually you just follow me around so you can suck my dick. What happened, did you taste someone else? | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 4:04 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | Stop stealing my mean spot light Ok for the record I am screwy ouch funny, sean is mean ouch funny please make notes. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here | ||||
...And now the battle between us and them has begun. JYD-4-LIFE. | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 4:05 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: May. 00 | quote: ::wacky horn:: Homosexual jokes? Really sean, I would expect so much more out of you. Whats next, you saying you are rubber and Im glue? Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches Tried to overcome the complications and the catches Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away | ||||
Pompous, Arrogant, Enigmatic, Bitter, Quirky, Misanthrope with a Weird Sense of Humor and an Iron Clad Memory while flooding the board with my Stream of Consciousness UFC STRIKE 3 (I'm a dick and I like to ruin people's plans) | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 4:16 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 00 | quote: Funny you mention Pink Nips, Grkqt, Face and me together. Let me explain... My sites aimed on Grkqt when she started talking shit in chat about Faceman, in his absence on the board (he was on vacation) and in chat (he never goes in there). Personal attacks about his character. I stuck up for him (I tried to discuss it with her at the time it happened in chat PM's yet she wouldn't talk to me), and she reeled. Then, after chatting with her in chat PM's, I realized she wasn't a bad person. However, all her whining was getting pathetic, so I criticized her as well as offered her valid alternatives to her situation. I never made fun of her for anything that wasn't already on the board. Am I noble? No. Do I try to help in my own twisted way? I think so. In return, Pinknips was attacking me in a thread in my absence. Facey stuck up for me in that thread, and in return, she slammed him with personal information shared in an IM conversation between him and her just to shut him up. Which he didn't do. That's how I see it, whether I am right or wrong. I understand that you are just relaying information. So, I take no offense, I just thought I would put my side out there. Funny how ev'rything was roses When we held on to the guns Write To Me Here AIM: SmarterChild
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King Shit *board owner* | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 5:30 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: Feb. 01 | Actually Facey, I like the idea of bringing back the chat thread. I never post in them, but people enjoyed them. We'll get Opak to start them up like he used to, since that was his old gig. I believe in the Faith... that can save me. I believe in the hope and I pray... That someday it may raise me... above these badlands | ||||
| GonzoStyle | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 5:46 PM | | |||
| Hanger-On Registered: Jan. 70 | quote: Yeah if you can get him out from behind his new character of opak bitch magnet who is trying to hit on every chick on the board long enough to start a thread. I'm Deep Inside Your Children. They Will Betray You In MY Name. She-Mail Me Here | ||||
...And now the battle between us and them has begun. JYD-4-LIFE. | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 5:51 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Veteran Registered: May. 00 | quote: Hmmmmm, ronreddog leaves and opak comes back and assumes his role. Coincidence????:) Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches Tried to overcome the complications and the catches Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away | ||||
Pompous, Arrogant, Enigmatic, Bitter, Quirky, Misanthrope with a Weird Sense of Humor and an Iron Clad Memory while flooding the board with my Stream of Consciousness UFC STRIKE 3 (I'm a dick and I like to ruin people's plans) | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 5:56 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Aug. 00 | What's the matter Froy? Are you afraid that if I start an official Chat Thread that it won't be a success? Funny how ev'rything was roses When we held on to the guns Write To Me Here AIM: SmarterChild
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I Need An Old Priest And A Young Priest | posted on 11-19-2001 @ 7:09 PM | | |||
| O&A Board Regular Registered: Oct. 00 | quote: Gonzo, find me on AIM tonight.  opieanthony.com; Like a retarded yoyo, you will keep coming back. "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times" Charles Dickens | ||||
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